Embrace your job

I really feel tired. Muscles are aching. It is just that, I think that I do not have the right to complain. I love my job because I have to. I always tell my colleagues to embrace it no matter how hard it is. You know, being the receiver of complaints is so stressful. Many really get sick in our department because of the high level of stress. They see me as if I am not being affected or what. The reality is I just try to keep it to myself. I always tell myself that I have to be thankful, I got a job.

Hard to find a job

Here in the Philippines, it is hard to find a job. Why so? Could it be that we are just choosy or we do not like to work at all? Well, staying home could be fun and easy but it could be boring also in the long run.

My sister does not like to stay home. I do. It is just that I really have to work. I may not be that totally happy with my present job anymore but I guess, I could not find any employer as good as my present employer is. I guess, I just have to do my best and think that what I am doing is for my family.

My best is not enough

It is somewhat painful for me to realize that I am working hard but I am unnoticed. However, maybe my best is not enough in their eyes. Maybe it is just me who thinks that I am good or better than anybody else. But, that should be the attitude, right? You should have that self confidence for you to survive the jungle. Anyways, I decided that I would just have to do my best for me to keep my job. It is hard to find another job these days and the company I am working for is more than generous enough giving us a competitive compensation and benefits compared to other companies.

Unpredictable

Very unpredictable. That was what I think. The problem is I wrote it on the account itself. maybe because I was already tired. Anyways, I would just say and write there that it would serve as a guide or warning for all those who are going to handle the account. I did not mean any harm. I just wrote there my observation. I hope I would not be reprimanded for it.